Friday, July 30, 2010

This is so hard

I sit here crying as I am sorting through all the baby clothes that I kept in hopes of using them again.  I kept everything!  I decided it was time to sell some of the things I was holding on to, because honestly...will I ever use them again?  And if we do have another baby will these clothes still be "in style"?  I got to the box that had the outfits the kids wore in our first Christmas card pictures and had to leave the room!  I am keeping those.  It just breaks my heart going through all this.  It is still my prayer that God will give us a miracle.  I really have to work on my faith though because even as I type that I think..."but I'm not holding my breath"  I just have to remember to "Wait for the LORD; be strong and take heart and wait for the LORD." Psalm 27:14 (NLT)

1 comment:

  1. Your faith is astronomical to me. You are a far better example to read about and follow than me. I think about you all the time and understand the depth of signifigance a date has in your heart and head that does not transfer to anyone else. You think the world should stop, but unfortunately it doesn't and you are left with your own grief. As for the clothes, I knew that M would be my only one and yet, I still can not get rid of several dresses that I absolutely love. I get it.
    Love ya, Judy Broyles

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